I know there was other girls before me. I know that I wasn’t your first love. I know that I wasn’t the first to call you mine. I know that you’ve called other girls baby or babe before. I know that I wasn’t your first kiss. But all I want is to be the last girl you’d ever be with, the last one that you’d love, the last one to call you mine, the last one you’d ever call baby or babe, and the last one to ever kiss you.

k-e-l-l-i-s-h:

(via lipstickandsex, xoxokrysteenbby)

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Dear God,
Thank you for blessing me with the most amazing boyfriend ever.
Xoxo,
Julia

 

Cry

Redone by me for my babe.

Oooooaaaaa oohoaa Na naa
 Oooooaoaoaaaaaa
 Oh yeah 
Boy you
 You have done something to me 
I cant but snooze 
You have me handcuffed to your heart 
And its true 

I feel nothing
 Unless I’m by you
 Boy!!!!!
 yeeaaah

 Something in my stomach starts to flicker 
When you are around
 Something in my soul
 Starts jumping 
Whenever you come around 

And I will 
Neva, eva, eva, eva, eva, eva 
Let you down 
No noo! 

And I will 
Neva, eva, eva, eva, eva, eva 
Dissatisfy you I’ll only stand by you 

So boy I’m !!!
 Putt’n these words in you
 And hopefully 
When I wake up in the morning 
I’ve got faith 
That you’ll be right there 
Cause all the ones before told you they loved you
 But I’m telling you,
 I really fucken love you boy!

 And all the ones before have told you 
You were handsome 
But I really think your fucken hansome boy.

 And all the ones before
 Said that they would take care of you 
but I really wanna take care of you boy 

House, Car boy whatevaaaa! 
Just put ME and YOU togetha

 Want this so bad 
and I don’t know why 
But I’m sure if u don’t have me I’ll 
Cry (x26)
 I’ll cry

 Now baby can u please listen to me 
I may not have the perfect life 
Or big blue eyes 
but what I got 
is deeper than the sea 

Yeeeaah
 But what I’m willin to give you
 A million women in the world
 wouldn’t give you 
If they had it 
to give for free.

 Are you listening to me 
Man!
 Now I cant lie 
I know you can have any woman in the world, world. 
I cant lie 
You would really be doing me justice 
To be my boy 

But don’t get it twisted! 
I’m a woman in my own words 
And in time, you will find out
 That I’m exactly what you deserve 

Cause all the ones before told you they loved you
 But I’m telling you, 
I really fucken love you boy! 

And all the ones before have told you 
You were handsome 
But I really think your fucken handsome boy.

 And all the ones before
 Said that they would take care of you 
but I really wanna take care of you boy

House, Car boy whatevaaaa! 
Just put ME and YOU togetha 

Want this so bad 
and I don’t know why
 But I’m sure if u don’t have me 
I’ll Cry (x26)
 I’ll cry
 I’m pretty sure of it 

I could see the water flowing down my face 
like a river
 I’m pretty sure of it 
Oh
 And every time I think about it 
I just start to shiver 
I’m pretty sure of it 
That I, I will die on this day 
if you don’t take me boy! 
I’m pretty sure of it
 I’m pretty sure of it 
baby baby 
Please have me in your world 

I want this so bad 
And I don’t know why 
But I’m sure if you don’t have me 
I’ll Cry (x26)
 I’ll Cry.

Happy birthday to me!

Yay it’s my birthday and all but I hate it when people I’m friends with on facebook comment on my wall telling me happy birthday when I’ve never talked to them, when they used to talk shit about me, or I’m not friends (in real life) with them.  Yeah I appreciate the wishes but come on, if we never talk there’s no point in writing anything.

You’re perfect for me.

2 years ago With
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:)

I smell like him.

2 years ago With
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“Another day, another nothing.”

JARH, That’s very emo of you.

2 years ago With
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Hookah

  • Jose: Your pic came out dope. You can't see your face.
  • Me: It's cuz I'm a G.
  • Jose: Haha
  • Me: You know it's true.
  • Jose: I know.

Why is it that when I want to talk about feelings I’ll tell you, “Let’s talk later,” but then when you’re sitting next to me asking me what I want to talk about I get so nervous?

2 years ago With 1 note
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If you dont have fun saying Guacamole you’re probably pronouncing it wrong.

2 years ago With
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I have to take a shit.

2 years ago With
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>:[

This shits not working.

2 years ago With
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And all the butterflies collect in my stomach when he pulls me in to kiss me.

2 years ago With
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Just thinking…

If I write about something I like then I should write about you, yes? But if I do write about you then shit will hit the fan. Well whatever. I need to paint my nails. I haven’t painted them in over 10 ish days. I never do that i usually paint them every 3 ish or 4 ish days.  I think I’ll do that in a bit.

My mom just turned on the heater and it smells like ass in my room now cuz of burnt dust or something. She has no common sense and its not even cold. It’s Miami for crying out loud.  I’m wearing my friends sweater but I don’t think I’m going to give it back to him.  It’s way too comfy.

I would like to go to New York some random weekend with my dad.  I think I’d be fun.  Father-daughter vacation.  And a first.  I’ve talked to him about it and he thinks it would be fun.  My mom thinks I’m crazy. It’s probably because it would be just me and him and not her.  Oh well I’ve done a lot of Mother-daughter stuff.

My angel fish died today. :( I’ve only had it for like a week. The way it died kinda reminded me of Finding Nemo.  He.She.It. was stuck to the filter. :( I hope He.She.It. is in a better place.

Tomorrow is the first day of Spring Semester at FIU. And the first day back from winter break for grade school. Sucks. I don’t want to go back to school and work.  But at least I have a job. I would hate to not have a job. I wouldn’t be able to buy things. Although my taste is too expensive for my current paycheck.

I’m hungry. My mom needs to become a better grocery shopper. Next time i shall go with her. Ok my desire of writing has been fulfilled.  Oh yeah..I was reading earlier today for the first time in ages. A Million Little Pieces- James Frey.

2 years ago With
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